The Weight of the World 10/22/2020 01:09 AM CDT
Lasika sighed again as she slung her bow over her shoulder. The walls shuddered, planks groaning as snow pummeled the hut high in the treetops, on the outskirts of Silverclaw Hub. She strapped her thrusting blade in position against her thigh, pulled her skirt down to conceal it, and checked herself in the mirror one last time, her one eye darting back and forth over her reflection, trying to spot what she had forgotten.

Right. Sweater and coat. Probably shouldn't return to adventuring half naked. Probably.

She sighed again.

Merelew. After all this time, it was starting to happen. Years of peace with the ocean-folk, and it could all be crumbling away. Well, that's what she had to find out.

She slipped out of the hut, huddled inside her coat, beret pulled down far enough to tuck her ears into it, and crept along the swaying bridge between the platforms that connected the Hub together. In one of the bigger structures, some of the older kits were sitting in a circle, engaged in a lecture with an elder. Lasika watched her daughter from the doorway for a moment.

The young kit had an ear quirked toward the teacher, but was otherwise engaged with some puzzle toy of interlocking rings. The two Dozypaws males, Misu and Moonshine, flanked her, both engrossed in the lecture.

Lasika rubbed at her eye, then her nose, scratching the itch that always bubbled up when her nerves started to fray.

It was a nice place, Silverclaw Hub. It had nice people in it. But they weren't hers. That wasn't her daughter in there, those weren't the children of her lovers. This wasn't her world. She'd let that fact slide over her life for years, letting herself forget. But now the mission called her back.

The picture flashed across her mind again. Lucia's face peeling away, fur blistering into scales, fangs elongating, her neck pulsing as gills and fins flared out. When had it happened, her child's soul ripped away, her skin repurposed for this slithering sea spawn? It had curled up against her, purred happy bliss at her, mewled awkward, infantile phrases in her people's tongue, but it had not been her Lucia, not for some time. How could she have let her guard down?

And when she had left the thing there under lock and key in the Hub, and ventured out, she had discovered the rest of the world had been taken at last. Every last person. Dripping, slithering, the bank tellers, the guild leaders, the urchins in the streets, and the pouring rain, relentless for weeks, keeping them alive in other people's lives. All pretending, but for who? For the last ones left. For her.

She'd ran, swam, climbed back to the Hub - all for naught. Her absence had been their victory. There were only a few left, hidden away just outside the Hub, as she'd told them to do. She'd taken them, led them to her safe spot buried deep in the woods further to the south, away from the Forest of the Night and its ages old curse.

And then years had passed, the three of them alone, pouring over magic with no guidance, no oversight, no idea what they were doing. And they found a way to open a rift, just like the moon mages had done. A rift not between planes, but worlds. And she had gone through, stepping back through the years, into a life almost, but not quite, exactly like her own, at the moment the gods had accepted the other her back to the Wheel at last.

She'd buried herself, no one the wiser. To them, she was the same Lasika. She'd stolen her life, just as the Merelew had stolen everyone she had ever known. It made her sick.

But this was the plan. This was the reason, right now - this sighting at the moon mage's meeting. It was the first in a long while, outside of the river Elves' trading. This world had been spared. The prayers had turned the Kraken back to the ocean, the rains had ceased, and whatever other troubles still haunted the lands, the Merelew had stayed in the water. All the other pieces of the puzzle faded away, their connections withering and breaking. Sure, there was still the acceptance of necromancy, still the slack-jawed geologists and their rock piles, still the faerie dust drifting in the breeze, glittering in the dappled light of the forests, still Ocular roaming in far off lands.

But it didn't fit anymore. She could see the gaps where each thing was its own thing, unconnected. No grand conspiracy, no master plan, nothing working together.

It could, though. It could fit again, if they were going to try it again. They only had to look at the parts they had availble to them, and build it as it had been in her world. Years late, but the same story.

She couldn't let it end the same.

She told no one when she left. She'd said her goodbyes a lifetime ago. She simply faded into the howling storm, heading north to River Crossings.
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Re: The Weight of the World 11/01/2020 06:11 PM CST
It wasn't a very deep hole, nor was it wide. It was just right. All she needed was enough room to lay some loose planks up against the walls, and the faintest of sunbeams for illumination--even that wasn't really necessary, with her training. Under her boots, the food she'd collected from that first meeting lay in pieces, her experiments to figure out what they were made of come to naught. The scent of rotting sea filled the hole. The thatched hatch of branches and half a dead bush brushed against her eartips as she hunkered over in the pit, tying strings from one nail to another.

The strings were important, somehow. She wasn't quite sure why, but they were.

Newspaper clippings and sketches were pinned beneath the nails, some already falling apart in the damp. Outside the hole, birds chirped obliviously. It was raining, still. Damn them.

With the last string in place, Lasika leaned against the empty wall and surveyed the Plan, doing her best to ignore the voice yammering in her ear, for now.

It... was not much of a plan. Fractures in the story kept making it difficult to know what to expect. Cotovatre and Kolanem were spies, that was obvious. Cotovatre in particular... she had some kind of obsession with her. Did she want more cheese? Or was it her soul? Who had she been, back in the other world? Nakori was the obvious candidate. Get someone close to her, get her guard down. Kolanem was more a mystery. Perhaps her handler, making sure she didn't break...

So many lies to keep track of. "Mean Nanny"; whether she was dead in this world or not didn't matter much anymore, now that she knew they had followed her. Had Ocular interrupted the Feast of Eluned in her world, too? Is that where Merelew had gotten their shapeshifting knowledge from? And did it really matter?

Gods, they weren't even real Merelew! Where were the fangs, the claws, the empty, black eyes that hungered? They were all... soft! With... curves! Almost kind of... nice curves...

Lasika yanked her ear and jabbed two claws into the bridge of her nose, keeping her thoughts in check. Focus, focus.

"They're not trying to kill you. They want to give you candy. Starfish candy, mint, fill your belly with love," said the voice behind her shoulder. Not helpful, she told it. "Am I supposed to be?"

Besides, it wasn't death she feared. She'd died before. Eu had her back. What they were planning was worse, so much worse. Almost necromantic... but very much not.

The leviathan! Where did that come from? They had sky beasts. What a show of power. How Zoluren's armies weren't lining up beneath it with the biggest siege engines they had was mind-boggling. And they'd taken people upon that beast--so Navesi had said. The moongater-of-water... she couldn't go through it, that's all they wanted her to do. She's go through it, they'd turn the beast around, fly her off... no escape, unless she could jump off. With so many wards up, could anyone jump off?

She paced around, wriggling in a circle, stomping the worm-bitten sea snacks beneath her. Dirt brushed against her fur and coat.

"Sweet, sweet minty starfish sweetmeats! Salty sweet, delicious, decadent, deadly, all green and pink! Your favorite color!"

She slapped her head again, and when the voice didn't stop, she slammed herself against the wall with a growl. She grew very still, and leaned back carefully, her eyepatch pulling off her head, hanging from the nail that had nearly hit the back of her empty eye socket. She adjusted the patch back into place and took a deep breath, and gagged.

But it was right, wasn't it? Candy. Cotovatre wanted to give her candy... friendship. It was the Nakori in her, reaching out. Trying to help her one last time. Or asking for help.

Lasika hissed, staring at the sketch of Kolanem, tracing the string from tattered journal page to tattered newspaper clipping, following it--branching off here, there. Moon mage visions, wax cheese wrappings, the rippling moongate-of-water he'd made... Of course. Of course! The story fit now. It all fit. All back into place.

Another voice, from above, called down to her.

"You see it now, do you? Good, good. Good girl. If you do it, we'll give you what you want. What the Timekeeper promised. Can you do it?"

"Can you do it for a candy?"

Of course I can do it...

"Its never in doubt, with you. We know you can."

"But will you survive?"

"Will the love in your belly survive?"

"I must," she said, aloud, finally. "I must."

The rain fell harder, pouring into the hole.
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